So I made the big mistake on trying to get a little extra sleep this morning, my mind wouldn’t stop spinning. Sucked big time. With I would have just gotten up and got moving. This Friday already gave me the finger. Time to bitch slap it and move on. It will be as good as I make it. I need to look forward! Pull yourself together woman!
On a side note: I think these quiet days are getting to me. I am easily overwhelmed by scenarios that I am pretty sure are a fabrication of my imagination. I have lost some faith in people over the years, and convincing myself that I do not need to be subject to these thoughts and feelings, considering they are not true and are just made up notions that form due to my insecurities, I have never been the securest of people, and I hate that about me.
Another thing is the Stress and worry, Fuck ’em. I hate feeling stressed and I absolutely hate worrying. I wish my head would shut up and leave me alone sometimes. To just be silent…for a few moments…I know that God has taught me to not worry. I believe that is one of the hardest things I come across each day.
I got to get my ass moving, and put positive thoughts in my head, and have a good day. It will blow if I don’t.