Sometimes I wish I could turn it off…but I know it’s there for a reason. Most of those times I do not have a pen or light…like at 4:30 in the morning when my brain is spinning stories and tall tales and I do not want to get up and disturb the pigs and boyfriend in the bed. Then lo and behold when I do drag my butt out of bed they are gone. I think of all the amazing things I have written in the middle of the night, while driving, walking, planting flowers… I used to carry a journal with me everywhere I went but have failed to do that for years. I bought a journal at the book store and think I will shove it in the car with me to get back into the habit. It is healthy for me, writing has always been a way to say all the words that float around in my head all day like a crazy little tornado gathering letters and words each passing moment. That crap needs to leave and I can’t say it out loud…it just doesn’t work that way for me. I am not the greatest public or private speaker. Unless I really know what I m talking about then it is easy…like flowers. But that’s all I really have right now as far as strengths. Okay confession…new favorite song is “Stolen Dance” by Milky Chance. I don’t know why but I m liking it a lot.
my night is coming to an end. see you on the flip side bright screen and little black keys. thanks for always being there when a pen isn’t handy.
~Write and Explore~